https://inglouriously.dreamwidth.org/ it's circumstantial, do the twist - Dreamwidth Studios Sun, 26 Jan 2014 16:31:52 GMT LiveJournal / Dreamwidth Studios inglouriously personal https://v2.dreamwidth.org/1141509/1258972 https://inglouriously.dreamwidth.org/ 100 100 https://inglouriously.dreamwidth.org/25029.html Sun, 26 Jan 2014 16:31:52 GMT https://inglouriously.dreamwidth.org/25029.html it's been almost two years since i've updated, and that's kind of crazy.<br /><br />i'm definitely happier than i was two years ago. but for right now, i feel a bit...useless. i'm trying to get a promotion at target but i'm scared i've screwed it all up, and then that has me wondering if maybe it's a sign i should be trying to find a better job. i shouldn't be settling. i should try harder to get something out of my degree.<br /><br />my plan was to be a tattoo artist, but i'm such a chickenshit that i don't even know where to begin. i feel like i'd be laughed out of every studio i went into looking for an apprenticeship. i can barely afford my rent and bills as is, i don' know how i'd function when an unpaid apprenticeship would be taking up most of my time.<br /><br />i could always go to grad school, but that would just be stalling for time and racking up more debt.<br /><br />i dunno. i have a headache.<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=inglouriously&ditemid=25029" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments https://inglouriously.dreamwidth.org/25029.html life stuff public 0