So I suck.

Nov. 8th, 2009 11:54 am
inglouriously: (Christian)
I've discovered that I suck at keeping promises to myself. My last entry was all, "Oh, I'm going to concentrate more on school! La la la la!" Except that hasn't happened. Sure, I'm getting my work done—I wrote my entire paper last Sunday and worked really diligently on it. And today I'll probably have to work on my next paper for Wednesday.

Except I still suck at prioritizing. RAAAAA. And spending money. I have always been so bad at holding onto my money, but I just...can't...help it. I fritter away all my money on stupid, pointless stuff, and then I get fucked over later. I'm just waiting for an overdraft charge to appear on my bank account, because I paid off my student account without realizing that I onyl had about ten bucks in my bank account. My students account balance says zero, but it hasn't been applied to my account yet...so I'm hoping it holds off long enough for me to finally get my paycheck and deposit it. Luckily my bank statements don't get sent home anymore, so my grandma can't call and bitch at me about how I spend my money. Thanks, Grandma, I know I'm borderline shopaholic.

ANYWAY. That's enough for now. I've been working on some new icons, I'll probably put those up next.

Jo
 

Blaaaaaah.

Oct. 30th, 2009 08:40 pm
inglouriously: (Javier is not amused)
So today has been sort of meh. I didn't go to class this morning and I wasted my entire day online instead of writing the paper that's due for monday. I don't prioritize well at all and I really need to start doing a better job of realizing that schoolwork needs to come first and Dorms stuff needs to come second. Because as much as I love RPing and being on the Dorms and whatnot, but it takes up far too much of my life right now, and especially now that I'm in college, I have to start concentrating on school more. I'm so afraid of failing, even one class. I'm so afraid I'll have to drop out or that I won't be able to finish school, and that unnerves me more than anything.

So with that, hopefully I will be doing better as far as getting my work done. I'll still be around and whatnot, just probably not as constantly as I am now. Love and kisses.

-Jo